Saturday, September 27, 2008
{ 5:39 AM }
finally ;D
i decided to update because i can't seem to mug D;
whatever lahxzxz.
i don't want to care about my EOYs already.
WHAAATTTTEEEVVVVERRRR
mmm i've been uberly moody lately.
it's been going on for some time now,
due to some things that's going on.
and maybe because i've been staying up really late to mug?
yehh i'm really really sorry if i've been snappy at you.
(whoever you may be)
netball team's really screwed lahhxzx.
quarrels, fights, misunderstandings.
i have NO idea how to fix things,
and i just wna give up.
babes,
we're a freaking
TEAMwhat's with all the back stabbing?
what's with all the whispered conversations?
what's with all the lies?
what's with all the secrets?
please D;
i tried really hard to work things out on friday,
but i guess it just dint cut it.
so i GIVE up,
i'm just gna watch and wait to see what's gna happen...
tanji,
yes i was misunderstanding that day D;
i'm sorry.
if i continued,
i'd have a million things to say,
and million people to apologise to.
i guessed i just screwed up everything for myself,
so i'm just sorry to everyone in general.
for being so snappy lately
for being so annoying lately
for talking behind your backs lately
for not trusting yall lately
for doubting in yall lately
for whatever shit that i've put you through...
yiyan
thanks for everything
i MEAN it.
thanks for being there,
thanks for accepting me despite all the things i've done wrong
thanks for caring when no one did
i have no idea how to find a friend like you anywhere else.
you're just FABULOUSSSS
yehh i've got things going on lahxzx.
it's not been good this few days.
i'm trying to fix whatever wrong i've done,
and trying to repair whatever damage i've caused.
i'll blog again when my life's back together in one piece,
right now i've got things on my mind.
just things...
love,
jean
