That's me, if you haven't found out by now.
I'm 13 turning 14 on 23rdApril, so do mark this on your calendar!
NanHuaHigh's the school, and proud student of class 205'09. nanhuanetballer, and uberly loving it :D
I'm really very afraid. i'm so lost and hurt. i really hv terrible trouble coping and it seems like no one cares. of all the three ppl i told, no one understood. intially, sis was there to go through this w me. it made it much easier. but now, i realise tt im alone and i've got no one to turn to. i'm giving up soon. i want to let go soon. i just want this pain to end. i want to throw away the mask tt i've been wearing and show how difficult it is being me. being in school sucks cause i hv to wear tt silly mask. being at home sucks even more. i feel so cornered and i feel like it's me gg against the world. so now, i dno. i dno what to do. tseyu, rymond, fione, thanks for listening. i guess it's time for me to stop bothering u ppl and face reality on my own. but i just dno how. i really don't want to do this on my own but really, no one else is there to help me. you may say tt you understand, but trust me, you don't. so i guess what i'm trying to say is, it's over. Im gna stop hiding from reality and just face it. and i'm gna do it alone. b'cos i'm the only 1 who can stop this now. many thanks to tseyu, fione and rymond.
