Wednesday, April 16, 2008
{ 4:48 AM }
alright.
this post is gna be darn emo.
pls do not read it if ur high right now.
firstly.
as the saying goes,
new friends are silver but old friends are gold.
i wish i could mean that.
i really wish i could. but i cnt.
we're drifting apart.
not that i mind. like what can i do about it? its neither of our fault.
it's just the way life is. we grow up, go to different schools, meet different people,
and WHOOSH.
we forget our old friends.
whoopie. how great is tt? but don't worry,
i will never forget u. all those time we've spent tgt , i will NEVER forget.
they'll always be kept in my heart.
yehh i admit. im jealous. jealous of your new friends.
like you're forgetting sooo quickly while im still holding on so tightly.
yes i AM jealous, what can u do? nothing.
so yes. just do know tt i'll always be there.
that you'll FORVER be welcomed in my heart.
to limhuitien
mrpotato.
stop playing with my mind.
i KNOW i do not stand a chance. I KNOW it deep down inside my heart.
i've already given up.
but after i've slowly forgotten,
u start talking to me. you start being nice.
WHY... what do u want?
i dno. im lost. please do tell me what you want.
like yes i know you've got a girl in mind tt you're interested.
but here you are NOW, being nice to me.
i HATE it when u do tt. now what? what do i do? wait fr u? i dno.
bastard. i effing hate what i'm feeling now...
im really pissed off with life now.
what the hell is happening?
i dno mann. why the hell ?
ugh its so darn unfair.
i hatehatehate whats happening now.
i hope i cn wake up from this. i hope all this is just a darn bad nightmare.
i hope tt all these never happened.
now it did, i've got a totally different perpective of u.
i HATE u.
i really do. u do not deserve all tt you're getting.
im telling you sth, you'll never get away w it. never.
one day you'll hv to pay the price.
you just wait.
i hate u.
this is contridicting, but yes.
a HUGE thank you to FIONE, RYMOND and TSEYU .
especially rymond. thanks for being the first listening ear.
thank you. ((:
jean
p.s. i still love u.
