Saturday, April 5, 2008
{ 8:07 AM }
omg. blogging REALLY is addictive... :X
idk why.
i'm like constantly feeling the urgh to blog...
so many emotions are running through my head.
mrpotato.
well, idk...
it seems so weird.
like this is the first time i've been so silent abtt liking someone.
yes i've put it OPENLY on my blog and to my friends.
but no i've not really made it known tt i like him.
like in plain, obvious words.
all those signals i've been sending him,
isn't it more then enough to show tt i like you?
but yet you act innocent.
pretending tt ur not recieving ANY signals of any sort.
so that makes me think.
maybe, just maybe, you know. deep down you do.
but you don't wna show it.
you want me to forget it,
cause ur too nice to tell me straight-out and openly to give up,
so you too are sending signals by NOT sending signals to ask me to give up.
so im just thinking.
maybe i've had just about enough.
its time to move on, and give other boys a chance.
but still, idk...
i wna keep my heart open, to let you know tt you're ALWAYS welcomed in.
)): im so lost.
im so upset.
yehh this is darn random lahh.
but it just sortta like popped up in my head and i realise this may be right.
)): well i really hope this stupid crush will be over soon.
cause its really getting the better of me and i've been spending a couple of sleepless nights thinking about you and what you're doing...
jean
