Monday, December 31, 2007
{ 5:22 AM }
alright ppl.
i know im once agnn at home during a big occasion.
just like how i was at home at night during christmas.
actually im supposed to be at church now w maralene,
but im just tootoo tired.
haiz lazy le.
anyways happy early new yr...
all the best for a new year^^
mmm
well today morning went to ocbc bank.
was actually supp to create/make/get a nets card.
but had to bring birthcert.
my poor mum tot onloy had to bring passport,
so didnt bring my birthcert.
haiz went back and looked for tt little piece of importance.
intially tot it was lost!!!
well then went bball.
**** man...
we were supp to meet at 3.
i reached the bball court at exactly 3,
only to realise the darn court was totally DESERTED
waited
waited
waited
waited even more.
finally tien called.
"wei?? jean arhh. ehh i cnt come sia. i very full just now eat buffet. 4:30 then come"
****
i put down the ****ing phone and msged nicholas and weiruan asking them to come ltr.
then went skating w vivien/vanessa...
omg today is vannessa's b'day!!
well then was skating ard feeling real sad.
then saw nicholas walking towards the bball court.
went and was kindda shock he was so early(4:39)
haha
then went and sat down and watched the boys bball.
at ardd 5:20 called tien and she didn't pick up.
haiz was ****ing mad.
so just went back to vannessa's b'day party.
then nicholas ask me go back...
then abit ltr tien finally replied
"sry my dear i on my way le"
wtf.
i went back down.
bballed .
went back to the party.
hung ard.
talked.
came home cause i was soooo tired.
tien.u were actually right when u lied to them saying i was mad.u've known me for so long.im sryy if im over reacting.but HEYYwho likes waiting aimlessly for 2 hrs ++??well and THANKS for allowing sean/boon to lie to me.i guess i know who's much more of a friend to u.and tien.u always scold me for over reacting/taking things too seriously.yehh i put on a cover.i appeared i didnt care.well actually it kindda hurt.it kindda hurt tt u bailed out on me for boon/sean/pok.it kindda hurt tt u ignore the fact tt i kept saying tt i wanted really badly to bball yesterday.it kindda hurt tt u weren't sincere in ur apology.it kindda hurt tt u took it like it didn't matter.it kindda hurt tt when pok didn't wna bball, u looked for me.it just hurts.but heyy.thanks for being such a great friend ...thanks for being there.thanks for everything you've done for me.i guess tt all the great things you've done for me is much more important then this incident.thanks.am i some kindda second tire??do u really care??stop lying, will u??jean
