Wednesday, December 26, 2007
{ 4:50 AM }
alright.
so today planned to go malaysia.
as usual,
dad mum n sis were going golfing and i'd hang ardd in the library in the club.
i HATE golfing.
i can't understand the thrill of hitting a miniature ball w a long stick.
well actually planned to hit the gym today.
due to the fact tt i would be running 2.4km instead of 1.6km nxt yr.
well dad took half day leave.
he came back home ardd 11 then we left the hse.
when we arrived at the checkpt then we STUPIDLY realised tt we forgot to bring dad's passport.
wth.
then dad was so mad .
then went back to sg.
err went cwp to hv jack's place for lunch(sis' treat)
err then went national treasuring ...
the movie was gd.
shan't elaborate.
i INSIST that all of u go watch it.
yehh then aft tt went home.
went down to bball a tiny weeny bit/.
went home, dnr etcetc.
haiz.
my interesting life.
how PATHETIC.
SIX MORE DAYS TO START OF SCHOOLomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomggomgomgomgomgomg
im going sec schh soon.
im gna be wearing the nan hua high uniform in six more days.
im gna be able to mock primary school kids w full authority.
WOOTS.
but on the other hand,
what if i make no friends??
what if i'm the odd one out??
what ifs fill my head...
it's just gna be difficult.
difficult trying to make new friends again.
difficult trying to fit in again.
difficult trying to know everyone all over again.
its just the vicious cycle happening agn.
)):
i'm trying to forget.its not easy.all the things you've told me.all the times i've had w u..they might be just crap to u,but for me,i'll keep all those memories close to my heart.all i can do now,is just wish tt you'll notice me.hope tt you'll realise the hurt.well maybe its just a dream im living in...maybe i'll finally wake up one day and realise that we'll never be.but for now, i'd still like to stay asleep.jean
